so, ive been trying to keep up with the 25 days of happy. as obvious as it is, it hasn't worked out well. but i came up with an excuse for my lack of doing it, and that is because EVERYTHING the past week has been making me happy. i have not had one little ounce of sadness this entire week. i sincerely think it's been like..the happiest week of my life. with noel and i dating, everything we've done together, all my friends being in great moods (for the most part) and especially last night. now, christmas eve is today, and noel/greg are going to all my family parties with me. THEN, christmas is tomorrow, and then my party is saturday! honestly, i don't think life could get any better right now. there's no point in recapping what has made me happy, because EVERYTHING has. i absolutely love it. all the drama that plagued noel and i is finally gone and out of my life; or at least as far as it should be.
i found who really is important in my life. and i really don't care what other people have to say to it. since i haven't really had money to buy anybody anything this year (which really upsets me because it seems that everybody did), i'm just gonna do what i do best and write everyone a little somethin' somethin'.
shawn gamble - my best friend. my peanut butter. whatever you wanna call yourself, that's what you are to me. i know that when everybody falls away, you'll be there to stand next to me. whether i fuck everyone over, kill an innocent person, or betray you, i know you'll still be there. and it's a comfort to know. whenever i see people close to me drifting away, i do get upset. but then i realize that you will never leave. you're the best best friend/partner/bandmate anybody could ever ask for. even better than bruce. but i feel like i say that so much to you, i'm sure it's getting old by now. but you're my best friend. and you will be for as long as we both live. i promise that.
chris sarachilli - my second-in-command if you wanna call yourself that. you're the funniest person i know, and you've taught me so much. for fuck's sake, i trust you enough to go off and date your fucking cousin! that's gotta be saying something. i'm pretty much gonna be family to you soon, so our bromance is gonna be going to a whole new level. you've been there the most for me throughout anyone, and i know our bond is mutual and unconditional. we're gay, after all. never change, or i think i might kill you before you do. :] i hope we stay like this for years and years to come, big poppa.
brandy bryant - why you are always so far away from me is something that's just totally beyond my comprehension. we disagree on a lot of stuff, sometimes we go for weeks without talking, but our friendship remains the same through and through. i think it's pretty cool how close we can remain even though we're complete opposites of each other. how real you can be around people is way over my head by far. you really know where you're going and what you want out of life, and i say stick to it. you're like...a perfect role model for me. except the partying, of course. :P
jim lorino - the group chauffeur. as much as you may not think it, but you're one of the most dedicated dudes i know. you'll strive to do your best despite all your "disabilities" and lack of knowledge or effectiveness. and that's really cool, because most people would just give up halfway through whatever they're doing. you're probably the most goal-oriented person i have ever had the pleasure of meeting, so pride yourself with that. and even thought sometimes all you can do is agree with me, i know you're a safe and you'll keep everything i tell you to yourself. thanks for being great, dude.
kiersten gutherman - i feel like after the play, we got so much closer. i remember when you came to me crying on the opening(?) night of the play, and even though i felt like i could do something, i did something. i've always been able to make you happy just by talking to you about your problems, whether it be school, your dad, or mike. and i feel really accomplished when i can help you out. you're really important to me, believe it or not, and i really do worry about you. sometimes more than others.
gregory smith - okay, why you wouldn't be on here in unknown to pretty much everyone. you love everyone. not only that, but you're family to me. i feel like you're the big brother, cousin, uncle, or whatever that i never had. you're always looking out for me. you're the reason i know how to love today; if it wasn't for you, i'd probably be going out sleeping with every girl i could find who would lower themselves to that standard. i have you to thank for my future, pretty much. because of you, i know that in the end, love is the answer. as corny as that is.
brandi mayger - believe it or not, i really did not expect you to leap back into my life like this. i thought i would just stay friends with you and have little to no trust for you, but you really pulled a 180 in your life and came back to the people who matter. and i'm glad you did, because i love being around you. even though you like the polar opposites of everybody, i still respect you for who you are. you're slowly but surely making your way back into the group, and i would not have it any other way. pretty much, i'm saying welcome back.
jeff hall - i like this. dude, i don't exactly know you well on an emotional level, but you're a fucking awesome guy to be around. and now that you and brandi are dating, i get to see you more and more! especially since it's christmas break. i really do always have fun when you're around, and whenever i know you're gonna be with who i'm going out with it just makes it that more fun. i'm sure that i'll get to know you a lot more over the break and then some, but for now, i can just say that you're an awesome dude. and that i like this.
kelly mchugh - for some reason, i feel like we're drifting. and i do not want that, because you're one of the most outspoken and expressive people i know. and i need somebody like that in my life to keep my confidence up. i know if i wanted to wear something or do something in public, you would be the first one next to me doing it. you're not afraid of showing people your true colors and speaking the truth, but at the same time you're reserved with it. and i think that's pretty hard to do. so, congratulations on doing the impossible to me!
trish bowman - TEAM NOEL! i wanna say thank you for getting me UP for christmas. but anyway! you are the epitome of caring and compassion, in my opinion. i feel like you care for absolutely everything and even though you talk down about some things, you really would help somebody out no matter how much you hate them. maybe i'm wrong, maybe i'm not, but that really rubs off on me. it makes me a better person in the long run. plus, you really show me what love can do. whenever you're with chris i feel like i can be a better partner to noel, and it just gives me that much more hope. it's weird.
alison cloud - okay, so we don't really talk as much. and after all the hell we've gone through with each other we're still close friends. i know that whenever you're around, it's gonna be a night of fail and facepalming, but that's just what you bring to the group. and of course, we need one of them; the person that gets made fun of constantly but still takes it. you know that you mean the world to each and everyone one of us. you're very ambitious as well, moreso than many that i know. keep at it and you will achieve your well-thought out dreams. and don't let anyone bring you down from them.
lily humphreys - last, but not least. i'm going to be straight out with it; you get on my nerves. and i know i get on your's. but everybody has that one friend that even thought they're stupid and make horrible decisions, they know in the end the other is always right. and then the friendship is just rekindled. that's exactly how i feel about you. what's different from you and everyone else who has walked out of my life, is that i know you'll always consider me one of your closest friends. and i'll always consider you one of mine. because you're too unique and compassionate to let go.
and of course...
noel sarachilli - you'll get your's. :]
if you weren't on here, merry christmas anyway. maybe we can hope for a good 2010, and you'll be on this next year.
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